Unfulfilled desires ........,the Urge within..............

I believe there will be a few ,exceptionably lucky people ,who would`nt conform to the above title ;the rest would surely be able to relate to the title at some point of their life .Everybody has been sent for a very special purpose ,a purpose which is abstruse ,crypted and generally unfathomable ,something which normally a person dies discovering .At various times in our lives we realise that what we are doing isnt what we are supposed to be do or what we can do best ,but the realisation omes late ,we almost get trapped in the mores of life leaving us with no option but to reject the realisation as a fanciful idea and get on to what we are doing .
But the realisation once realised is indelible ,it continues to poke you everytime you keep your cereberrum at rest and nearly everytime it leaves some traces which refuses to efface out no matter how hard you try .The monotonous job and society led restrictions also aggrandize the feeling and waxes the frequency of realisation .Then the punches become real strong ,you start feeling anachronistic ,out of place ,everything but normal and an urge develops to DO something ,Do something to satisfy the urge itself ,what an irony !! .a perfect imbroglio !!The normal human perplexed by this thought rambles for a while ,stops to ponder for some time ,and when fails to arbitrate ,rejects the whole idea as specious and goes to slumber .but the thought doesnt leave him and unfortunately he lives with the feeling of an underperformer ,surely an unsatisfying life .
The one who is not normal ( the society calls him abnormal) tries to satisfy the urge and because the urge itself is reponsible for that trial ,his trial has to be a big one ,big enough to satiate the urge .Such a person who tries ,is DOing something in the real sense of doing and he is the one who achieves the culmination of heroism ,HERO not of the society or country but of himself ,his heart ,his soul .